Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Traversing the solar waves.

This is definitely a time to focus inwardly as I am being forced to by my body which won't allow me to do very much at the moment. I lament the lapse of my exercise regime which I'm still enthusiastic to make a permanent part of my life. I just don't have the energy and I am listening to my body as I know to push it too much will be counterproductive at the moment. I have found that if I try to resume my normal activities, I feel ill again with fever - hot and cold waves up and down my body, dizziness, headache and extreme fatigue. Emotionally I am also up and down. The day of the solar eclipse was the worst. I had an awful headache and neck ache and feelings of panic and inability to cope with any of the thoughts or feelings that were coming up. The only way to escape them was to sleep which I did as much as I could. Although difficult, I know all of this is good. I know I am purging negative emotions and thought patterns. I am wholly committed to this process because I want change! I have been so held back by limitations stemming from beliefs acquired and instilled in childhood and those inherited from parents and ancestors in the genes passed from generation to generation. Everyone is saying that this clearing allows us more space to bring in our higher selves. This means embodying the soul and living from soul consciousness. Full connection to our divinity and living from the heart. Discovering how my soul purpose is evolving and where my new passions lie. I have no set plans for the future except that I want to continue expanding to be the best that I can be and to find the gifts that I can contribute to making our planet a joyful place to live.

On the day of the solar eclipse, I managed to drag myself out of bed to the garage to take part in the global meditation at 11.11 Pacific time. I stood in mountain pose to ground the energy and I really felt it flowing through me and into the Earth. This gave me a some head space to do a little yoga before the meditation but my body was so stiff with the solar energy that was cleansing my emotional, etheric and physical bodies. I managed the recommended 15 minutes but then my mind was again crowded with thoughts, worries and painful memories, doubts and insecurities all talking over one another in an indecipherable chaos of sound. Too much to deal with so I went back to bed as the fever swept through my body for the thousandth time since this process began on the 8 August.

I know this is a time for meditating as much as possible and today I came across this meditation which was really powerful. I felt the cooling energy waves of golden white light as I visualised them and afterwards I felt quite a lot better. I think I will try another by the same author later or tomorrow.

Blessings xx.

The effect if solar activity on the human body

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