Saturday, September 26, 2020

Divine Masculine Round Table

 I have to post this video that I watched last night as it both inspired and reassured me that, with men like these in the world, we will all come out of this dark period in humanity's history healthy, strong and most importantly free!

As a woman with the great fortune to have had two wonderful fathers and a loving son, all of whom have embodied the best characteristics of the male of our species such as kindness, patience and strength, as well as some great male friends, men have always been very important to me. 

Although I have always believed in women's rights, I would hesitate to call myself a feminist because this label has taken on negative connotations for me. When I think of feminists, I see women who show a disdain for and disrespect towards men. In some cases this comes from a deep hatred of men stemming from unresolved trauma from early life experiences. For me, these women see the masculine through the eyes of a wounded soul who blames all men for the pain they haven't yet addressed. Instead of realising that it belongs to them, they project it onto others. I can include myself among them, as I have also had to face up to my shadow. 

Some young women (and men) are nowadays being brainwashed by dance and pop videos that show empowered women dressed like porn stars, trivialising the sexual act with their dance moves, and taught to treat their bodies like throw-away commodities through women's magazines that read like instruction manuals, with experts proclaiming that sex should be indulged in as often as possible with as many people as possible of all genders (there are so many now apparently). All of this is wrapped in pretty packaging and sold as 'cool'. This brainwashing results in young people acting out these scenarios leading to unwanted pregnancies, sexually transmitted diseases and self-hatred. Rather than bringing the sexes together, these behaviours drive them apart as they are unable to find true connection and intimacy through the sexual act alone.

Youthful exploration aside, to me there is an agenda behind this commercialisation of sex and the exploitation of young people that moves them in the opposite direction to discovering the spiritual nature and true purpose of sexuality. But then this removal of spirituality from the education system was a deliberate act and one designed to obscure the truth of who we really are as humans and our true power.

So my belief is that we have all been tricked and both genders have been abused by the matrix system we have been living under for hundreds, if not thousands, of years. 

Back to the video. The round table is for Australian men talking about the situation over there with the heavy-handed government response to the pandemic (why are people still calling it that?) and the dictatorial rules being implemented along with the removal of rights. In previous round tables, they have talked about the police brutality inflicted on the people trying to peacefully protest at rallies in Victoria, where there is a complete lockdown, the closure of state borders, the arrest of individuals posting information about protests on social media etc. Some of the previous contributors have said that Australia and New Zealand, being so strongly Cabal-controlled, are being used as testing grounds (beta test) for them to roll out their new world order plans, their logic being that, if the Aussies take it, the rest of us will. 

A couple of the guys I've seen before in other videos, Nate and Fanos, but Davo and Jarmbi are new to me. Jarmbi says he is part aboriginal and talks about how important it is for us to connect with our ancestry at this time. He doesn't mean for us to trace our family tree but to stand in silence and connect with our blood heritage and to feel our ancestors' hands upon our shoulders. He speaks of the role of the indigenous tribes in helping us all reconnect to the Earth mother. Sacha is the meeting chair and the founder of New Earth Nation that hosts these round tables.

Sacha goes around the table and gets each man to speak for a couple of minutes on how they see the current state of affairs. Daveo starts by saying something that is true not only of Australia but probably of every country in the world at the moment. He speaks of the intense polarity with people diametrically opposed in respect of their world view. He says there are those who are becoming fully awakened to the Cabal agenda and those that are still clinging to the old paradigm because their entire existence depends upon it. He references those that live in Victoria who still believe what their premier, Daniel Andrews, is telling them is for their benefit, despite the draconian lockdown measures he has threatened could last for another 12 months. Daveo puts it in a great way. He says that the pain Daniel Andrews is putting them through is still less than the pain of admitting the lie that they've believed. The pain of admitting that they've been wrong for so long and that they've believed this absurdity is still greater than the pain that he's inflicting on them. A stalemate, as he calls it, that I'm sure almost everyone who reads this can relate to. Despite this clear demarcation between the two sides, he says that his morale is bolstered by the tens of thousands who are awakening every single day and how the increasing number of emails he receives are proof of that fact. 

Fanos is next and he talks about how he was recently arrested on a technicality and he has to be careful that he neither says or does anything that could be interpreted as inciting others to break the new 'laws' that have been put in place recently. They talk a while about good versus bad policing and how some 'narcissists' will undoubtedly get a kick out of these new powers conferred on them to force people to wear the muzzles and stay indoors.

Nate also talks about his experiences at the protests, how the narrative is falling apart and that he thinks they have few cards left to play. What he says that I really love is that people are beginning to focus inwards to what we can create rather than fighting the old system which is dead and dying, that we can do more damage from the comfort of our own homes, or with 20 or 40 people down at the park, and we can cocreate on a quantum level. I resonate beautifully with that thought as I've felt the energy change the last few days and now I'm living from my heart for the first time in months. It feel like the chains have been lifted and that we are on the bliss timeline! 

Sunday, September 6, 2020

Shadow Work

I am so, so angry and I can't pin it down to one thing. I think it's because of this fake pandemic and the fact that I can't deal with how gullible people are. But mainly it's because all of this is preventing me from grieving the loss of my dear Dad. I miss him so much and I'm scared because all of the responsibility to care for my family is on my shoulders now. I'm angry because I want the space to feel sad, to cry and to nurture myself but I can't because there's so much to do. And I want to feel happy and joyful because I know it's the Great Awakening and that things will get better but I can't feel that joy. I'm stuck in the doldrums and everything is heavy and I don't have the strength to lift it. It is that ... a sadness. A heavy, heavy sadness. It's got so big because I didn't have time to feel it and give it the attention it deserved. Now it's so huge I can't ignore it anymore. But I want the world to go away because people expect me to carry on and be normal when all I want to do is to hide away in a cave like a big, fat bear.

Another animal sign. This time the bear. A couple of days ago it was the praying mantis. First a baby one on the wall where I was sat, then another on the long grass I was cutting. Both rare white ones. The third one was when I was thinking about the first two, suddenly a big, beautiful green one with hypnotic eyes appeared on my Facebook feed. The praying mantis asks you to stop and take time to look within, to connect with spirit. I have been suffering because I have felt like my connection was lost. When I tried to meditate, all I could feel was anger at everyone and everything and so I ran away from it. I didn't have time for that. There was too much to do.

My Medicine Cards book says of the bear,

"The strength of Bear medicine is the power of introspection. It lies in the West on the great medicine wheel of life. Bear seeks honey, or the sweetness of truth, within the hollow of an old tree. In the winter, when the Ice Queen reigns and the face of death is upon the Earth, Bear enters the womb-cave to hibernate, to digest the year's experience. It is said that our goals reside in the West also. To accomplish the goals and dreams that we carry, the art of introspection is necessary.

To become like Bear and enter the safety of the womb-cave, we must attune ourselves to the energies of the Eternal Mother, and receive nourishment from the placenta of the Great Void. The Great Void is the place where all solutions and answers live in harmony with the questions that fill our realities. If we choose to believe that there are many questions to life, we must also believe that the answers to these questions reside within us. Each and every being has the capacity to quiet the mind, enter the silence, and know.

Many tribes have called this space of inner-knowing the Dream Lodge, where the death of the illusion of physical reality overlays the expansiveness of eternity. It is in the Dream Lodge that our ancestors sit in Council and advise us regarding the alternative pathways that lead to our goals. This is the power of Bear.