Old Nautilia

 

I have to say that Primo Cova kept strictly to his word, to my great admiration. Moreover, he was defender, lawyer and all-round advocate of Feíta’s conduct everywhere he went. As for me, I feared her outbursts would get her stoned to death in Marineda. It is true that there was plenty of talk, feathers were ruffled, and the liberated woman was rightly branded an insolent tomboy. But as a major point in her favour, and despite the wicked and shameful interpretation to which her escapades lent themselves, the general verdict was not to assign any sinister intention to Feíta's brilliant ideas for now. The benevolent campaign of the at times wild and slanderous Primo Cova must have contributed to this relative indulgence of the public. Feíta’s natural ease, the clarity of her words and her impetuous manner dispelled shadows and allayed suspicions. The most pessimistic of the naysayers predicted only that she would be irretrievably lost among the risks and hazards of the unusual life she had chosen. Primo Cova took up cudgels on this point too. “The girl won’t be lost,” he assured, unperturbed, as though he had the gift of prophecy, “because her natural intuition and the world she’s going to move in will teach her to be cautious. Besides, for now the girl cares little for men or cupid’s arrow. What’s on her mind is the desire to study, to learn, to revel in and flaunt her knowledge. Don’t you see how she walks, like a Caifás[i], with her short hair, boots the size of boats, blackened fingernails and petticoats awry?   Are you certain she will fall into disrepute?  Well, I propose a bet. I’ll wager that before this peruchón[ii] is lost, five or six of her social circle who live the old way, who don’t go out alone or give lessons, will be irretrievably lost. Who will play for a thousand realitos[iii]!” Since it was my territory where Feíta was making her first foray, and despite the benign atmosphere that surrounded her, I felt so awkward that I hid in my room. I stopped going to the Neira tertulia[iv] and even avoided meeting Don Benicio. Be careful: stay in your hole, mouse. Let’s not risk our beloved tranquility for anything. Meanwhile, Feíta was breaking down barriers and could not be contained. Morning and evening, she could be seen walking the streets, free as a bird, smug, fearless and dishevelled, willfully disregarding the rules of ladies’ grooming. One might say she was an outsider who had never been to Marineda due to the eagerness and haste with which she explored the city, boldly traversing the most dangerous alleyways, visiting the countryside and surrounding areas, examining monuments and even sketching some graceful Romanesque arches and fifteenth century houses that were still preserved in the old Nautilia[v]. If she met an acquaintance off the beaten path who offered to accompany her, the girl would refuse without excuses or acquiescence.

      “I am delighted to keep my own company,” she would say, with such pleasure radiating from her green eyes that it was only right to take her at her word and leave her to indulge her whim.  

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[i] Joseph ben Caiaphas, the Jewish High Priest, said in the New Testament to have been involved in a plot to kill Jesus.

[ii] Galician word for marimacho (butch; a woman with masculine appearance or mannerisms).

[iii] The real and the realito were coins in circulation in Spain from the fourteenth to the mid nineteenth century.

[iv] Social gathering, where people meet to talk about current affairs, the arts and other topics of the day.

[v] According to the edition by María Angeles Ayala, published by Catedra (2019), this refers to the old city of La Coruña.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shadow Work

I am so, so angry and I can't pin it down to one thing. I think it's because of this fake pandemic and the fact that I can't deal with how gullible people are. But mainly it's because all of this is preventing me from grieving the loss of my dear Dad. I miss him so much and I'm scared because all of the responsibility to care for my family is on my shoulders now. I'm angry because I want the space to feel sad, to cry and to nurture myself but I can't because there's so much to do. And I want to feel happy and joyful because I know it's the Great Awakening and that things will get better but I can't feel that joy. I'm stuck in the doldrums and everything is heavy and I don't have the strength to lift it. It is that ... a sadness. A heavy, heavy sadness. It's got so big because I didn't have time to feel it and give it the attention it deserved. Now it's so huge I can't ignore it anymore. But I want the world to go away because people expect me to carry on and be normal when all I want to do is to hide away in a cave like a big, fat bear.

Another animal sign. This time the bear. A couple of days ago it was the praying mantis. First a baby one on the wall where I was sat, then another on the long grass I was cutting. Both rare white ones. The third one was when I was thinking about the first two, suddenly a big, beautiful green one with hypnotic eyes appeared on my Facebook feed. The praying mantis asks you to stop and take time to look within, to connect with spirit. I have been suffering because I have felt like my connection was lost. When I tried to meditate, all I could feel was anger at everyone and everything and so I ran away from it. I didn't have time for that. There was too much to do.

My Medicine Cards book says of the bear,

"The strength of Bear medicine is the power of introspection. It lies in the West on the great medicine wheel of life. Bear seeks honey, or the sweetness of truth, within the hollow of an old tree. In the winter, when the Ice Queen reigns and the face of death is upon the Earth, Bear enters the womb-cave to hibernate, to digest the year's experience. It is said that our goals reside in the West also. To accomplish the goals and dreams that we carry, the art of introspection is necessary.

To become like Bear and enter the safety of the womb-cave, we must attune ourselves to the energies of the Eternal Mother, and receive nourishment from the placenta of the Great Void. The Great Void is the place where all solutions and answers live in harmony with the questions that fill our realities. If we choose to believe that there are many questions to life, we must also believe that the answers to these questions reside within us. Each and every being has the capacity to quiet the mind, enter the silence, and know.

Many tribes have called this space of inner-knowing the Dream Lodge, where the death of the illusion of physical reality overlays the expansiveness of eternity. It is in the Dream Lodge that our ancestors sit in Council and advise us regarding the alternative pathways that lead to our goals. This is the power of Bear.

Summer solstice 2020

Happy summer solstice!

I just did a zoom meeting with 26 strangers located mainly here in Spain. We did a shamanic feather meditation which was wonderful. It was to bring love and light from the higher realms to Spain and the rest of the Earth. People commented on their experiences during the visualisation. I saw Spain covered in a layer of gold.

Then we did another guided meditation where we were taken by a animal guide  - mine was a black panther - underground to meet the Spanish Goddess of the Earth.  She told me her name was Eufelia (or Eufemia?), but I also heard the name Aurora. She gifted me with water. I gave her my pink rose quartz. She told me I had lived in Spain before in 1300. She told me to plant more roses in my garden and to remove the thistles. In the garden representing Spain, it was full of cherry, olive, lemon, orange trees. I asked what I could do to help Spain and she told me to remove the brambles.

Project Blue Beam

Magenta talks about a dream she had which I don't particularly resonate with. But she does talk about the Cabal plans and she mentioned Project Blue Beam. She's mentioned it before recently but said that it wasn't on our timeline. However, in this video she says it is now showing as a potential.

This is interesting to me because over the years I've had a recurring dream where there was an alien invasion. The most memorable of these dreams was where aliens were landing in ships and quickly hunting us down and rounding us up. I don't remember people being killed but it was pretty scary. I managed to get away and I was trying to get to where my son was on the map. I say map because that how it seemed. I knew that he was in another part of the map. I also knew that my significant other was somewhere and I needed to find him too. I call this person my significant other because when I had this dream I hadn't met the person that I now refer to as my twin because I was still living in the UK then. I didn't know him but I knew he was somewhere on the map, in this dream reality that was meant to be Earth. It seemed like we were lost because there were so many of these technologically superior aliens and they were everywhere. But then suddenly other ships came out of  the sky and landed. Within no time they took control and stopped the other aliens from carrying out their plans for us. The most vivid image was of one of the benevolent aliens standing an a raised grass verge. He was extremely tall, muscular and warrior-like. He was dressed in what looked like some kind of military uniform and was carrying a long weapon like a spear. He was striking not only because of his size but because he had blue skin and long hair that I remember as being plaited like cornrows. But what I remember most about this giant was the energy he radiated, or perhaps he spoke to me telepathically. What I felt was that he was there to protect me and that we were all safe. The message was that the other aliens were not going to be allowed to carry out their agenda. They had overstepped the mark and a higher authority was interceding on our behalf. I remember feeling that everything was going to be alright before I woke up.

Magenta mentions that we are all a team and that we are connected telepathically.

World Peace Prayer

A prayer for us all so needed at this time. Lisa Renee says to wear the 12D shield. This is a short visualisation that can be found below. It's a meditation to create a shield around you to protect the aura from negative interference. If you are empathic you will have noticed the increased fear and anger that is strong in the collective consciousness. Those who are doing light work are sensitive to the thoughts that pass through their minds and that they are not always their own. It is important to protect ourselves and to practice what some call energetic hygiene. Personally, I didn't use to do this as I felt it to be acknowledging that the dark had power over me, but during these times, where there is an amplification in the intensity of the negative forces as their desperation to hold on to power is becoming so acute, I have felt a clear benefit in shielding myself and my loved ones.

With love, light and blessings to you.

Look at this https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/12_Practices_of_Self_Awareness

Healing poverty consciousness

During these unprecedented times, while many of us are obliged to stay home from work and businesses have been forced to close, the resulting financial insecurity is palpable in the collective consciousness. On the rare occasions I venture out of the house to go to shopping, I can feel the fear in the streets and in the aisles of the supermarkets. Many are afraid that they or their loved ones might catch the phantom virus and everyone is restless and anxious about what will happen next. The future has become fluid and uncertain like a spinning roulette wheel, and no one knows where the ball will land. Nobody knows when the lockdown will end or when people will be able to get back to work. Many do not even know if they will have a job to go back to since many companies will not recover and will be forced to close permanently. Many are facing fears of being unable to meet basic survival needs such as paying for their homes and putting food on the table. Such fears haven't been felt collectively in the west since the early part of last century.

I am only one of millions that have been badly affected by this shutdown of the global economy, but for me the need to confront my survival fears began in January of this year when my father passed away. Archetypally, the father is the provider and the protector, and for me he was that in a literal sense. He made me feel safe in the world and I always went to him when I needed help and advice. His sudden death was the first huge shock. The second came two days later when I lost half my income. Although I managed to regain most of the hours I had lost, the lockdown has since swept them away once again and I am in a worse position now than in January.

It is clear to me that I am being forced to confront my deepest fears at this time and the part of myself I still have to heal. This is both a personal and a collective challenge and it strikes at the root chakra, our etheric energetic connection to the Earth. The root chakra is the at the base of the spine, the coccyx, and it can be felt as an electrical tingling sensation when you do something potentially dangerous such as getting too near the edge of a cliff or tall building. This is the chakra that deals with survival and the primal human instincts.

When we were hunter-gatherers, living off the land, we may have been more in touch with this chakra such as when we were threatened by a wild animal. When our survival is threatened, this chakra is activated and stress hormones adrenaline and cortisone are released and we are ready to fight or to run away from danger. Fortunately, in this day and age we don't have to run away from many wolves or sabre-toothed tigers, and most of us aren't in any immediate physical danger, but still we feel an underlying threat to our survival that causes an anxiety that we can't explain. This fear stems from a programme we are running, that of poverty consciousness.

What is poverty consciousness?

Poverty consciousness is a form of programming or social conditioning that instills a belief system based on scarcity. This system is comprised of many beliefs such as the belief that there isn't enough for everyone and so some of us are forced to go without. There is the belief that there are winners and losers and that we must compete in order to survive. Then there is the belief that there is no alternative to the current economic system that allows much of the world's population to live in starvation and abject poverty.

Lisa Renee refers to poverty consciousness as a consciousness trap that traps people in materialism and consumerism. She says consciousness traps "are used to keep a person's consciousness stuck like a hamster on a wheel, going in circles but not moving anywhere." She says that consciousness traps are a form of mind control used by negative aliens to keep humanity under control and working to serve their agenda. She explains that humanity has been under the control of what she calls the NAA, or Negative Alien Agenda, for millennia and that these aliens see us as their property and as an inferior race that they have enslaved to serve them. There are said to be a number of alien races that are a part of this agenda such as the Greys, Mantids and the Draco Reptilians. The Dracos are said to have superior intellect, skill with genetics and psionic powers used for mind control. Lisa Renee says that these races have lost their connection to God Source and so they use the life force of humans to sustain them. They have high intelligence but lack emotional and soul bodies, and therefore have no compassion or empathy for humans or each other.

In her Ascension Glossary, Lisa Renee explains how the negative alien races operate under a strict hierarchy to control their human 'cattle' and natural resources:

"The known reptilian races on Earth appear to have made a variety of cooperative agreements with the higher ranks of human government and military, which have resulted in shadow government black projects, such as Secret Space Programs, MILABS and the creation of the military industrial complex to experiment and exploit alien based technologies and craft that they have been given access through their cooperation. Dracs are an extremely militant, misogynistic and warring species that are very involved in controlling the power elite, financial, pharmaceutical and banking institutions, promoting war and killing through increased militarization, poverty consciousness, human enslavement programming, religious violence, terrorism, and the harvesting of humanity's DNA through abduction and experimentation".

Perhaps you choose not to believe that we have been controlled by negative alien species. It is after all a lot to take in at one time. But perhaps, like me, you have been haunted by the feeling that something isn't quite right about the way we are forced to live on this planet. From my perspective, despite societal programming, I have known for years that what we are told about the economic system is untrue. I feel the lies viscerally; I feel them being rejected by every cell of my body, and then I feel the resulting anger and deep disgust at the arrogance of those perpetrating them.

However, this awareness of the lies about our economic system hasn't liberated me from the mind control and I have been just as affected by poverty consciousness as any other person. I have also been seduced by advertising to buy things I don't really need or want in order to look good or impress my peers and I have at times felt shame and a sense of inferiority or inadequacy that I don't have as many material possessions as other people. Lisa Renee says of this obsession with flaunting material objects in order to feel better about ourselves:

"Many people in western society are taught to think that without an excessive amount of material things they are worthless people. It does not matter how much wealth or money a person has, these factors are not actually related to the state of poverty consciousness. Many people have an abundance of material things and yet they feel deep anxiety pushing them to accumulate even more material things. Poverty consciousness is a fear based state, a trauma based disease that exists inside the minds of the spiritually bankrupt, not the financially bankrupt."

This is not to conclude that having material possessions means that a person lacks morals, only that those who put the material realm above the spiritual are under a form of mind control which prevents them from understanding what is truly valuable in life. Sometimes, those that are under this mind control are motivated towards carrying out unethical behaviour in order to guarantee their access to the material things that soothe them or prop up the negative ego.

It is this that most incenses me about the current economic system. The system itself encourages and rewards unethical and immoral behaviour. In order to make a profit, a salesperson will lie about a product or service. Manufacturers routinely sell substandard products for inflated prices. Businesses pollute the environment because they aren't held accountable by governments. Governments in turn are populated by corrupt individuals who steal from the public coffers by creating slush funds to launder money and are given 'pay to play' backhanders by those who wish to influence public policy. Revolving doors are created between government and industry to favour the big pharmaceutical, biotech companies and other industries. There are many more examples, but you get the idea.

It's tragic that the debt-based central banking system, that funnels wealth upwards to the elites every time there is an economic crash, devaluing the currency so that our hard-earned cash is worth less and less, forces people to treat each other with suspicion, like the enemy, as they compete in the ever-shrinking jobs market. As Lisa Renee says, our economy is an 'anti-life' system. Rather than supporting life and the expansion of the human spirit to reach its highest goals, it degrades and destroys creativity by subjecting humans to a life of drudgery, working increasingly long hours to bring home barely enough money to survive.

The saddest part of this is the way this economic system and the poverty consciousness programme make people feel about themselves. So many people are lost because they want to be useful, to offer something truly valuable to society and to be recognised for their unique talents and abilities. But few are able to do so because their basic survival needs force them to seek whatever work they can find that pays enough for them to live, usually only scraping by, with little time or money left over for things that bring them pleasure.

All of these things have been going round and round in my head since I joined the workforce and since then I have been trying to find my place and my purpose in the world. However often people tell me that's the way it is and to just accept it, I can't. It is this passive acceptance of a system that is inherently evil and corrupt that I can't accept as others do. To accept such a thing is impossible for me. I will never accept it and I don't believe anyone else should either, especially anyone who wants a better world for their children and grandchildren.

So having expressed at length what I see as wrong with the way we are forced to sustain life on the planet, now I would like to attempt to paint of picture of how we could make it better. First of all, I would like to quote Lisa Renee once more as she explains how life is on other planets in contrast with our own.

"One should be aware on many other planets monetary systems do not exist and all inhabitants born onto the planet are considered free citizens with equal rights to flourish, in the global society that is organised by the planet's system of government. A planetary system ruled by debt currency in which a person has to pay for their basic shelter, food and health care from birth is considered a prison planet."

Is this true? If so, how does she know this? She claims to be in telepathic contact with other beings who tell her such things. Whether that's true or not, I don't know. But what I do know is what my intuition tells me and I have a memory of it too. I know deep down that the way things are done on this planet is anything but normal. It's just that most people here don't know any different.

With much of the global economy at a standstill at the moment, it would be the perfect time for a financial reset and some people saying that this is indeed what is going to happen. There are undoubtedly two agendas playing out at this time. The battle between light and dark, good and evil, or black hats and white hats. This battle is essentially an information war being enacted on the battleground of the internet. The dark elites, also known as the Cabal, various groups made up of ruling family bloodlines that are resident in many different countries but not at all loyal to the populations of those countries, are fighting to hold onto the power and control they've had over humanity for millennia. As mentioned before these elites are controlled by negative extra-terrestrials, although the rumours are that many of those have been removed from Earth now, since the clearing out of the underground military bases by the benevolent extra-terrestrial races.

This battle is now reaching a climax as the phantom virus that has been clearly instigated by the Cabal as a Hegelian dialectic, or problem-reaction-solution, event to advance their agenda has everyone's attention. This agenda, which is becoming more obvious by the day, appears to be to make us adjust to a new way of living with restricted movement, increased monitoring and mandatory vaccines containing cancer and chronic disease-causing retroviruses, heavy metals and other toxic chemicals, with the aim of  habituating the population to increased checks and controls for their 'safety'. While the roll-out of these was likely intended to be slower and more subtle, it has now been accelerated due to the rapidly growing number of individuals seeing through the mind control of the mainstream media narrative. It is apparent to many that the numbers of dead have been artificially inflated to include those presumed to have the virus but whose death was not directly caused by it, that the standard of care protocols ordered by the medical authorities, such as the intubation of patients before gentler forms of oxygen therapy such as CPAP are tried, are worsening outcomes for patients.  Also, many are seeing growing evidence that the virus was not a natural mutation nor was it released by accident. People are aware that the numbers of deaths from flu or from previous epidemics, such as swine flu or H1N1, did not elicit the same extreme lockdown procedures which has resulted in the decimation of many of the world's economies.

While on the surface this has been a disaster for many businesses and individuals, it has had many positive side-effects. Being forced to stay home has meant that people have been able to to reassess their lives and to reconnect to what is really important to them. It has also given them more time to devote to their children and to do things they don't normally have time for, such as their hobbies and talents. People have had more time to spend on the internet researching topics that interest them and join communities to become better informed around what is actually going on in the world rather than just what the nightly TV news tells them. In this way the event has also increased the numbers of individuals awakening to the reality of who is running the world they live in.

It still remains to be seen exactly what the outcome will be but many are talking about a financial reset. There's no doubt there's going to be a reset of the global economy but will it be one to benefit the masses or only the one per cent? I'm quietly confident that it's going to be the former as alternative media sources are saying that Donald Trump's administration has taken control of the Federal Reserve and that the United States is returning to a gold-backed currency. Donald Trump is clearly very dangerous to the elites and they have been doing everything in their power to remove him from office while trying to hide their own criminality.  An end to the central banks and the debt-based economies which keep populations in debt slavery is the first step. Those whose aim is to transition to an equitable system know that it must be done gradually so as not to cause such extreme financial hardship that it would provoke social unrest.

The main problem with the existing economic system is that it is under centralised control. This leaves it open to abuse if those in control of the banking and financial institutions are not working for the greater good of humanity. So any solution found to replace the current system needs to be decentralised. An article I read recently put forward a possible solution to this problem called Hedera Hashgraph, which they say is a blockchain currency and payment system that is totally secure and unhackable. It is claimed to be extremely fast and one hundred percent fair and has 'asynchronous byzantine fault tolerance' which is said to guarantee security. The governing council currently has Google and other big companies on it but they have a maximum term of 3 years so it remains to be seen if it is all it claims to be. If it is intended to be used as a transition tool to a world without money, I'm okay with it.

The most important thing that needs to change is us. We are the ones who will bring the changes to the material world as we make the necessary internal changes in our attitude towards the energy exchange that money represents. We need to realise how we have allowed ourselves to be controlled by the fear of poverty consciousness and to release that fear and know that we are always supported.

As Lisa says, "First we have to give up all fear based motivations that serve materialism and money as our god, and put our full trust in our spiritual service and relationship with the natural laws of God. When we lead from our heart, we know that as a byproduct of our dedicated service in natural law, we are provided for and can build prosperity. We were not naturally born into poverty consciousness, we were programmed to be a slave and accept poverty consciousness. Our spiritual self comes first, and we must live true to ourselves in order to free ourselves from the fear of death and the slavery program in poverty consciousness."

We need to go within and ask ourselves what would truly make us happy in life, not what would bring in the most money. We need to offer ourselves and our talents in service to the world with the intention of providing true value to each other. At the same time we need to value ourselves and our contribution and know that we are worthy of a fair compensation for our work. It is time for us to live a life not only of dignity but one of joy.

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Links:

https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/3056-poverty-consciousness
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Sumerian-Egypt_Invasion
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/NAA
https://www.hedera.com/
http://www.feelmorethanfine.eu/%F0%9F%92%99-the-event2020-a-powerful-awakening-is-underway-on-planet-earth-%F0%9F%92%99/?fbclid=IwAR13c_yAc_dQCw9dtQJTnQQGVas5fG2SxRuAl9Ja2odEpyqGBZFBRGadn9U
Asynchronous byzantine fault tolerance
Judy Mikovits on retroviruses in vaccines